Merf

So I don't speak 5 languages. I don't regularly play sports. I may not be the most outgoing person here.

But gosh. I really do like me.

I just want to be at home and sleep in my own bed. The comforts that I took for granted before are looking pretty sweet these days. This view is awesome, but it's not worth the cost, to me. Oh I'll love this trip, and I'll always look back on it fondly... but you know? Without my loved ones, this is just a lonely distant country. Beauty without love is nothing.

There's some things that I'm glad about, and one is that I'm NOT like these people. They think that drugs and sex will bring them happiness, they think that parading around these countries is what life is all about. For me, that's not happiness. Happiness is in being with my friends, in playing games, watching movies, and being simple. I LOVE being simple. Yeah from time to time I'd like to spice things up, but this is all a bit much. My horizons have definitely been broadened, but this isn't what I want to do for my whole life. I want to write my story, draw, spend time with my friends, and have a job that I like and lets me be home.

I'm finding that I like myself a lot more than I thought I did. I still intend to climb the mountain and play volleyball, I still want to be better, but I'm not unhappy with who I am anymore. It's only been two weeks, but I can already see what I've been blinded to, and I want to live my life, maybe one day have some kids, and find joy in little things.